Preface: I love my life. Absolutely love it. I live in a beautiful city. I am continuing with my education, working towards getting a job as a school teacher, something I am very excited to do for the rest of my life. I have a wonderful job, my own amazing little apartment etc. But I want more...
So. I made a mistake today. I looked at pictures from a friends trip to Italy.
Ever had one of those days where all you could think of was Italy? I can sympathize. I have those days all the time. No joke. Those are the days where I go to Expedia and look at prices for plane tickets. Last time I got "Italian Fever" this bad I bought a ticket to Italy. I spent a week and a half there.
$880 folks. I could afford that, right? Just take a year off of school, rob a bank, and have another Italian adventure.
Would that I could... Would that I could.
Whenever I do get into a mood like this I always feel guilty. I fully realize how blessed I have been. I have spent almost two years in that beautiful country. I have so many friends and loved ones who have never left the United States, and I have visited Italy twice. How did I get so lucky?!? I will continue to thank the Lord every day for the Italian experiences I have had, the wonderful people I met, the amazing places I had the opportunity to visit etc.
And yet... I want an adventure... An Italian adventure.
Oh well. I'll just have to continue listening to Light In The Piazza, and day dreaming about my next trip to Italy.
You are pretty great Nathan, and I sincerely
ReplyDeletehope that you get another trip to Italy.